Even though you are expecting death and know there is no easy way out for that person, it is still difficult when it comes to the actual fact when they tell you, ‘She died.’ Seeing her lying in the hospital bed gave me shivers and how they were handling her to dress her and brush her hair. It was so sad. We are alive one minute than BOOM, there goes everything we worked for and there goes out life..
LOL it is so pathetic when ‘friends’ try to act smart and shit just to look good in front of others. They try to throw words at you to try and make you look bad when in reality, all I do in my case is just look at them like ‘Piss off’ because they are not worth the explanation I would have given, and of course, I don’t care.
People are becoming more and more fake! Girls, all they do is talk about boys, and I doubt it how much guys talk about girls and how much ‘i loved going out with him, and he’s so sweet, i like him,’ and how they look and what make-up they used (clearly we all know you used make up because your face skin tone is rather different THAN ALL the other parts of your body) and other irrelevant shit. And guys are too much of dick heads. They all wear the same style of clothing just to look hipster and cool and they all have the same stupid hair cut. Well, HELLO, 1. hipster is not a way of how to describe your clothing, AND most importantly you do not identify yourself as a hipster, that is just plain stupid!
Sometimes I just wish I could shake people and scream WAKE UP and be REAL!!
I haven’t been waiting to hear anything in particular. I had my ears open to hear all those beautiful things to be said to me, but I closed them a long time ago, knowing that it is not worth keeping them open for nothing will be heard.